deployment

is fast approaching. I can't believe it and I really don't want too. I'm nervous, scared, and excited all at the same time. Nervous and scared because we haven't gone through this before and I don't know what to expect, I guess the same for excited too. I know if we can get through this we can get through anything. Mark is due to go underway very soon for a few weeks. I've gotten used to these. Now if only I can do the 6monther I'll be fine.